You may guess who you are. I may say your right, I may say nothing at all. It depends. We'll see.

RULES: Post 5 secrets you've always wanted to tell your friends--or your enemies. Do not address them in any way, or hint at who they are! This is a good way to get things from this exiting year off your back without having to lash out at anyone. Plus, it should help relieve some stress, and help start you off with a clean slate for the new year. : )

1. I may not always have been very nice to you. In fact I act really selfish and I forget you're not like me, you're not glued to a computer screen like I am. Fuck I hate myself whenever I say something hurtful to you. I always regret it like shit when I do it. I may not seem like it, but I am so SO so sorry whenever I do it. You've forgiven me so many times and I think that makes you a great person, because that means despite the things I do you can still see good things in me. I love you so damn much. I always go out of my way for you, and I automatically assume you will do the same for me. But you don't have to. I'll try to adjust myself to you, if you'll still have me. I'm so sorry.

2. You're such a good friend, but I neglect you all the time. I don't really mean it. I'm sorry. I've been socially awkward in real life for ages and I just don't know what to say or do and I'm afraid I might upset you again. Please don't think that I've lost interest in you because I haven't.

3. Your spiteful comments annoy me. Every time you talk to me I feel as if you're only doing it to point something out. Don't question my ways, do you know how annoying that is? Let me do thinks MY way, okay? If I couldn't handle it and needed your help, I'd ASK. So fuck off.

4. This message is directed to several people; I'm very sorry if you think I only want to talk to you because we roleplay. That's not it... The fact that I talk to you more when we do roleplay is because I'll know what to talk about. Because I never know what to talk about... Sorry if I ever gave off that impression to you.

5. You've been my friend for a very VERY long time... I don't think I appreciate you enough. You've done a lot for me the past few days and you brought a smile on my face that I haven't had in a long while. I'm so poor right now and I can't do anything back for you, but damn I promise I'll give you the time of your life if we ever meet again as a thank you. You're one of my best friends and I love you. <3

My brain is so clogged up with stress that I keep saying things without thinking. I've made at least three people upset last week, and I think I have a fourth one coming up. I can't control my emotions anymore, and I feel.. Yea.

I'll have to put any administrating on #Gyakuten-MSN on hold because honestly I don't fucking care about that right now. I'm glad it's christmas break because if I had homework stress on top of this inner-conflict I am going through, I know I would've done something drastic.

I feel like punching myself in the face so hard that my skull breaks.

Also thank you ~nijyuushichi for listening to me earlier when I was seriously distressed. Also sorry ~Silvercresent11 for any damage I might have caused.

Fuck my life.

Good bye.

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